I am thinking of killing myself out of spite because this world doesn't exactly feel as if it's mine, as if I am too good for her.

TRUTH IS, I wouldn't normally kill myself except It's getting to the point where I am going to be proven alone or not.

If I am truly proven alone, all my dates are irregularly wrong, and not correct, if it's proven true that you think all my humble requests are just jests.

I plan to carry on with a wizardistically fun and happy date, I am going to end it all before too late.

I hate everybody I have always wanted to be army, but then it turns out I am not so much army. It turns out I have the most in the world, a devil dragon painlock that would make normal men's toes curl.

This means I am not happy because my souls dream didn't come true. My permanent ascension to heaven didn't happen because I no longer care for or about any of you...

So soon I plan to end it, but on this whitty note you might laugh. Not because I am sick and tired, but because I want you all to pay in the end.

(Literally if things don't start going my way soon and I am not sure why they aren't I merely want like $5 that would mean you losers who use me like I am a tool can go waste away in some grotto in hell somewhere after I am dead)